Pinnilicious

2011-08-13T15:38:00.002+08:00

Omg. so long didnt update my lovely blog :P hmmmm.

nothing much happened recently.

exams, exams. ENDLESS EXAMS :S

having physics on monday.

god save my ass please :S

2011-01-03T21:09:00.000+08:00

three words.
i miss you.

2010-12-20T00:27:00.001+08:00

2010-12-18T14:49:00.000+08:00

2010-12-16T20:51:00.000+08:00

2010-12-15T21:19:00.001+08:00

2010-12-13T21:07:00.003+08:00

Pfft.
What should I do.
I've got a tight grip on reality
but I can't let go of what's in front of me here.

I know you leave me in the morning when i wake up
leave me with some kind of prove its not a dream.

2010-12-10T23:35:00.002+08:00

till now I still can't believe it really happened.
but,
I am kinda use to it.
you can't see the smile I'm faking
and my heart's not breaking
cause I'm not feeling anything at all.

I am quite numb to this situation.
its like a cut.
the first time is always that pain.
second time still pain.
but
the third, forth, fifth...
slowly,
the person will feel numb or endure to the pain.
because he knows that no one will care
how pain it is
to be hurt like that.

no one likes to be left out,
but I'm already use to it.

2010-12-08T21:15:00.002+08:00

finally.
it comes to an end.
just forget bout the chinese. =)

i know,
i will never walk into your life.
its time for me to wake up from dreams,
i am just a stranger X or Y in your life.

2010-12-06T20:06:00.002+08:00

sometimes,
no matter how hard you tried,
the others just don't see it.

maybe they're too blind to see it,
or
its just me?

2010-12-05T15:46:00.004+08:00

Damn.
tomorrow is chemistry.
my favorite subject.
but till now I haven't start studying.
Sigh.
I wonder what happened to me.

its like...
so lazy and tired.

I just feel like lying on the bed all day long.
because there's where I can see you again.

in,
my dreams.

2010-12-03T12:26:00.003+08:00

Sigh.
one session of training after two weeks break really kills.
just a simple set and my whole body is aching now.
one more session to go and another three days of break!!! =D

oh god.
having my SAT tomorrow.
hope i wont die in there. >.<

i promise my phone,
that i wont text you again.

erm...

...

for the next two days. =S
sigh.

2010-11-30T21:51:00.002+08:00

Omo!
Stressed!
Its add maths tomorrow and I know I need to get an A+.
oh well,
I mean I hope to get an A+.
or A.
A-.
Aiya, as long as I pass the exam lar. =D
Sigh.
I can't think straight now. =S
Good Luck, Pinny.

2010-11-26T22:55:00.002+08:00

sigh.
I am so sick of being left out.
like somehow I just don't belong,
and no one will ever understands me.

sick of all those perfunctory.
sick of all those insincere.

Is it I am too annoying?
or simply just need to be ignored.

2010-11-26T01:03:00.003+08:00

still not sure,
if I am on the right track.
I have tried.
but I am afraid that people wouldn't accept it.

Maybe I know somewhere,
deep in my soul,
that love never last.

2010-11-21T22:55:00.003+08:00

One day to SPM.
I don't know why I am still not in the mood of taking this exam.
something seems to stuck in my mind and heart.
that I can't say it out.
Screamed my lungs out.
but no one can hear me.
Sigh.

I am waiting.
waiting like a fool.

2010-11-20T16:45:00.002+08:00

I dont know why,
but nowadays things are driving me crazy.

I have been more paranoid then ever.

Somehow I find that you're quite,
annoyed when I try to talk to you.
Maybe its just me.
Sigh.

Three more days to SPM.
God bless.

2010-11-18T22:28:00.004+08:00

When you feeling down and useless, please let Katy gives you hope. =D Read the lyrics, listen to the song.

lyrics:

Do you ever feel like a plastic bag
Drifting through the wind
Wanting to start again

Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin
Like a house of cards
One blow from caving in

Do you ever feel already buried deep
Six feet under scream
But no one seems to hear a thing

Do you know that there's still a chance for you
Cause there's a spark in you

You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on let your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gonna leave 'em fallin' down-own-own

You don't have to feel like a waste of space
You're original, cannot be replaced
If you only knew what the future holds
After a hurricane comes a rainbow

Maybe you're reason why all the doors are closed
So you can open one that leads you to the perfect road

Like a lightning bolt, your heart will blow
And when it's time, you'll know

You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on let your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gonna leave 'em fallin' down-own-own

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
It's always been inside of you, you, you
And now it's time to let it through

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on let your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gonna leave 'em going "Oh, oh, oh!"

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon

2010-11-17T22:22:00.002+08:00

sometimes things just not mend to be.
there's no point keep on falling for people will never catch you back.
I always tell people this.
but

I just can't do it.

is it hard understanding I'm incomplete?

2010-11-17T14:11:00.002+08:00

Was it something that I did,
Or something that I said?
Or the combination of both that did me end?

I hate the thought of being erase.
I loathe the feel of being left out.

Baby that's the best of me.

2010-11-16T23:21:00.007+08:00

When the randomness of Pinny strikes. Omo!!!
I decided to blog again. =)

A new start,
an old me.